quixotic.
I miss Sabah already. Aside from the fact that it was awesome, it actually made me realise how simple life is for them. That's envy.
Being back in Singapore isn't as rewarding as I thought. Contrary to that, I feel like I'm returning to this train wreck I call life. For one, I feel so distant from everyone. Like every moment, every experience, every memory that I've had with people I'm 'close' to feels like a mere dream. And every word, sentence or phrase that used to mean something, means nothing now. And here I am, sitting in front of my laptop, looking back at every broken friendship that has amounted to this. Frankly, I'm sick and tired of failing. Maybe it's a fault in me, but I know for sure that I've tried pretty hard to be who I want to be. And here I am, brooding over countless friendships that don't mean anything.
I just wish that'd be that one person who would make me feel awesome.
But you know what, that's a dream. So wake the fuck up.
question mark.
Rewind. Fastforward. Whatever happens, just don't stop.
OC and campfire's OVER ):
Campfire was just awesome.
Now i'm back in 335 wondering why i'm so tired. ):
The only thing that I can think about is the coming weekends. Oh my :/
I feel like a 5 year old kid with a stupid ambition. Is that good or bad?
Confused. And the only thing I can do about it is beat myself up over it.
Ahh :/ At the very least, OC and campfire was high-per fun. (:
Say goodbye,
Matthew;
I'm getting increasingly vulgar and decreasingly literate. D:
OMG, 27th DECEMBER!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAYLEY WILLIAMS :Doh right, congrats to, erm...sezairi for winning singapore idol.Hahah, its quite hilarious to see the facebook groups about how Sezairi shouldn't have won.
Oh well, I don't follow that show anyways.
Instead, I'm wasting my life watching D.Gray-Man.
Don't judge me! The show's quite nice. REALLY.
Alright, I'm looking at the first 2 lines of my post and I just realised that I sound like some friend of her's or some STALKER. Heck.
She's only 21! BELIEVE IT?!
I thought she was like... 25 or something. =X
OH, Christmas just passed!
And it doesn't feel like christmas anymore :(
I'm growing old -.-
Turkey owns all.
Somehow, Blogger's starting to bore me :/
Oh well.
Turn it off;
Matthew.