Matt;

quixotic.

2010-12-01T08:26:00.000-08:00

I miss Sabah already. Aside from the fact that it was awesome, it actually made me realise how simple life is for them. That's envy.
Being back in Singapore isn't as rewarding as I thought. Contrary to that, I feel like I'm returning to this train wreck I call life. For one, I feel so distant from everyone. Like every moment, every experience, every memory that I've had with people I'm 'close' to feels like a mere dream. And every word, sentence or phrase that used to mean something, means nothing now. And here I am, sitting in front of my laptop, looking back at every broken friendship that has amounted to this. Frankly, I'm sick and tired of failing. Maybe it's a fault in me, but I know for sure that I've tried pretty hard to be who I want to be. And here I am, brooding over countless friendships that don't mean anything.
I just wish that'd be that one person who would make me feel awesome.
But you know what, that's a dream. So wake the fuck up.

question mark.

2010-01-19T04:53:00.000-08:00

Rewind. Fastforward. Whatever happens, just don't stop.

OC and campfire's OVER ):
Campfire was just awesome.

Now i'm back in 335 wondering why i'm so tired. ):
The only thing that I can think about is the coming weekends. Oh my :/

I feel like a 5 year old kid with a stupid ambition. Is that good or bad?
Confused. And the only thing I can do about it is beat myself up over it.
Ahh :/ At the very least, OC and campfire was high-per fun. (:

Say goodbye,
Matthew;
I'm getting increasingly vulgar and decreasingly literate. D:

one day late

2009-12-28T02:19:00.000-08:00

OMG, 27th DECEMBER!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAYLEY WILLIAMS :D
oh right, congrats to, erm...sezairi for winning singapore idol.

Hahah, its quite hilarious to see the facebook groups about how Sezairi shouldn't have won.
Oh well, I don't follow that show anyways.
Instead, I'm wasting my life watching D.Gray-Man.
Don't judge me! The show's quite nice. REALLY.

Alright, I'm looking at the first 2 lines of my post and I just realised that I sound like some friend of her's or some STALKER. Heck.
She's only 21! BELIEVE IT?!
I thought she was like... 25 or something. =X

OH, Christmas just passed!
And it doesn't feel like christmas anymore :(
I'm growing old -.-
Turkey owns all.
Somehow, Blogger's starting to bore me :/
Oh well.

Turn it off;
Matthew.

:PARAMORE

2009-12-16T00:36:00.000-08:00

Paramore in Singapore!

I JUST CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT.
SOSOSOSOSO EXCITED.

I'm over-reacting :/
ARHHHHHH! PARAMORE!

Okay, I'm booked on 7th March :P
ANYWAY...
Its NINE days to CHRISTMAS!
Hahah, yay?!
But i'm too damn broke to get any gifts for anyone ):
Sorry, people.
Been too busy (sleeping) the past few ~~days~~ weeks to even blog.
SLOTH.
AH WELL, HOLIDAYS AFTER ALL.
I'll enjoy while I can. (:

Ahh, time flies.
Mind the cliche quote but really, all of a sudden, I'm sec 3.
Long pants, PSL, triple science, NO geog, and fiercer teachers :/
OH WELL.
And right now, I still only know like 4 or 5 people in 335.
Shingz.
I just turned on sticky keys by accident, which means I don't know what else to blog about. (don't bother asking)

Goodbye, ~~cruel~~ world,
Matthew :P(aramore)
Current mood: *points to first 2 lines of this post*

silvery dome

2009-11-15T01:13:00.000-08:00

I'm home! :)
4 days; No computers, no handphones, no iPods. NO MUSIC.
I'm just so bloody happy that I'm finally home.

ACE camp.
It wasn't the best camp for me.
I just wanna say, if 208 is only known for its screw ups and mistakes, ~~sh*t~~ I don't care.
Cause without you guys, I wouldn't make it back alive and satisfied.
Awesome 2 years we had, you guys rock! :D

I didn't expect to blog so little about ACE camp.
But whatever.

Bye!
Matthew;
Current mood: CRAZY BORED

Where'd you go? I miss you so.

2009-10-28T08:19:00.000-07:00

HELLO.
Its the day that I've been waiting for since the start of Term 4.
Its kinda sad though. We're all going to different classes next year.
But no worries, its not like we're going to different schools.
Hahah, 208!
You guys are awesome classmates,
Thanks for being 208! (:

Hahah, okay, so exams!
70%'s good enough for me.
I don't really care about class positions.
I'm just happy now that I'll probably go to a triple science class ^^

Oh! Today was mum's birthday.
Had a VERY expensively small meal.
$20 for a steak the size of my palm and a piece of fish the size of my finger :/
Plus a potato I couldn't/wouldn't/shouldn't ever eat. And a hell lot of ~~evil~~ peas.
No birthday cake though, $137 for dinner, SHINGZ man.
Guess I better catch up on all that sleep that I've lost from all that ~~gaming~~ studying for exams, heh :)

See ya!
Matthew;
I'm currently stuck on Where'd You Go - Fort Minor. Yes, I know its damn old.

The truth never set me free, so I did it myself

2009-10-14T08:08:00.000-07:00

Hey!
Okay, fine, this is evidently a display of my undying obsession with PARAMORE.
Well, I'm sorry if you hate that I like them.
Was looking through the live show pictures of theirs and I came across this one.
Probably the best one I've seen EVER.
I swear she looks darn hot in this picture! OMG!

OKAY! Well, guess what?
Exams are over manZ.
Hahah, going for basketball tomorrow with Michael and a lot of people I don't know :/
Freakyy.

Oh, I can't stop listening to Brand New Eyes, 987FM's giving out Brand New Eyes, I'm eyeing a double zip Paramore jacket, today I found out Hayley William's middle name is Nichole and I WANT BRAND NEW EYES.
No prizes for spotting the similarities between those. ;)
I know I'm crazy over them. HAH!

Ciao!
Matthew;
Current mood: I'm in my exams-are-over-BUT-I seriously-seriously-seriously-want-BNE-and-that-jacket-mood. Long story short, I'm more-or-less very much happy :)

Teacher's Day

2009-09-02T06:41:00.000-07:00

HEY HO!
Firstly, BLOGGER ON GOOGLE CHROME IS MESSED UP :(
But I'll blog anyway.

Well, TEACHERS DAY! I know I'm a day late.
Basically, my class had a class party.
Wasn't as fun as I hoped but oh well.

Somehow Matt Sin managed to persuade me to walk to ~~SJIJ~~ ST MIKE'S!
Got to see most of my awesome and not-so-awesome teachers again.
Heh, at the canteen?
Gosh, Jon, I'm speechless.
Hahah!

P2(?!?) kid: "You want to fight ah?"
Jon: "You want a hug?"
P2(?!?) kid: "EEEE, GAY!"

HAHAHAH!

Went to US(United States) after that to makan.
Found out that our shrine(aka the card shop) was gone.
How depressing...Moving on, ate at foodcourt.
Blah Blah Blah...

After lunch, Daniel, Jon and I went to Jon's house.
Darn black lines -.-
Don't let us play Dota ):
But I guess it was a good thing cause we ended up playing Guitar Hero.
HAHAH, Eh its super fun, seriously.
And my singing? Just B-E-A-UTIFUL!
LOL, WTHELL.
GUITAR HERO FTW!
Okay lah, but i'm super noob at it.
Can't play the guitar to save my own life (ironically guitar hero)
But the drums were fun, and the singing was SUPER FUN, HAH!
Went cycling awhile after that to the PLAYGROUND (woohoo?!?)

That closed the relatively exciting day for me :)

Time for late maths homework :/
Ciao!
matthew
Current mood: Its the last day of school for the term tomorrow! :D
BUT I'm still reluctant as usual to go :(

Sigh.

2009-08-06T08:20:00.000-07:00

I'm drained.
Helplessness.

Matt;
Current mood: If you're gonna judge me, f*ck off and die.

basket!

2009-08-02T05:35:00.000-07:00

hey!
okay, before I start, I seriously have to get it off my chest:
I BLOODY LOST 10 MARKS IN CHEM CAUSE I WAS DEAD SICK AT HOME DURING PRACTICAL TEST AND THERE AIN'T A RETEST.
WALAU EH.
unfair.
I bet I would have at least gotten a 7 or 8 for the test!
And now i have to work way harder for chem ):
Cause bio died-ed already and physics, too average.

Okay, so anyway, I'm bald now!
Well, I'm not bald like shiny-bald.
More hair is growing! = GOOD GOOD :D
Hahah, HAIR FOR HOPE 2009!

Alright, I've been sick this whole week, even monday.
BUT... I HAD to go cause of HfH (no one forced me, i'm just kiasu) and more importantly English oral.
English oral was epic. fail.
My ~~oraler~~ oral examiner was Brother Jason and I got raped utterly by him.
I said about 3 to 4 sentences for the picture conversation and everything else was the beauty of silence.
Despite my admiration for silence, I failed. very badly.

Oh well, I'll just have to study super hard for common test and EOYs.
Scary sh*t.

I'm off!
Matt;
Current mood: Average-ly normal-ly usual-ly okay. Too alright.

ignorance.

2009-07-17T03:38:00.000-07:00

SORRY JON! ):

Matt;
Current mood: Suicidal coz' im such a lousy friend ):

transformers and paramore?

2009-07-08T06:59:00.000-07:00

Ignorance - Paramore

PARAMORE!
Hahah, I'm so crazy about it.
SUPER EXCITED.
But sadly the release is only in Sept ):
I-WANT-PRE-ORDER!

Hahah, okay, enough already.
Watched Transformers yesterday with Boxian and my sister.
Hahah, the movie was super long, but it was dam worth it :D
I thought it was really good!
And really cool o.O
THE THE THE part where optimus prime got THE THE THE Jetfire's parts, hahah, wth.
But overall, the movie was quite good :D
Not draggy at all, but LONG.
2 and a half HOURS, wthell.
TAHT'S ALL FORM ME TDAOY! :D

Cheers!
Matt;
Current mood : Still dam bloody excited about "Brand New Eyes" ! :D

brand new eyes

2009-07-07T06:26:00.000-07:00

YEAHHHHHHHHHH!
PARAMORE'S.
GOT.
A.
NEW.
RECORD.
COMING.
OUT.
IN.
SEPT!

WOO! :D
So happy after knowing it =D
They're an awesome punk rock band.
Hahah, just heard This Instant (I think that's the title?) which is one of the tracks :D

BRAND NEW EYES !

ByeBye!
Matt; has to stop getting distracted and finish up his RME project already.
Current mood : Excited!

society sucks

2009-07-05T10:00:00.000-07:00

YES.
I wanna watch transformers but I can't seem to find ANYONE to watch it with.
I'm DEAD SERIOUS.
Its like watching transformers is some crime, then everyone is very scared to do it with me.
Yeah, whatever.

Well, youth mass today!
Hahah, I sat with eugene and sean thian
And someone couldn't stop elaborating on how wearing high cut Converses were GAY -.-
Heh.
After mass, my sister hugged Eugene.
LOL.
I was as shocked as he was!
Scary, ain't it?

Then Alex and I waited for the servers to finish their meeting.
Hahah! SEAN! MAKE YOUR MOVE! =P
Yeah, stupid lame stuff.
Then we ate at KFC?
And I bloody had to use my own savings ):
Stupid ... ...
Hhmm, then I returned home
And that's when excitement ended!

Bloody hell lah, supposed to go watch movie tomorrow with Nigel, Jonathan and Nigel's friends.
I was so excited, so looking forward to it.
Until some one just had to RUIN EVERYTHING for me.
I don't even know what to bloody do now lah.
F*CK!

Matt;
Current mood : Utterly disappointed.

Although abruptly

2009-07-02T08:28:00.000-07:00

Hey world!
Welcome to my new blog!

Well, I kinda got bored of my other blogs so I decided to make a new one.
One that hopefully I'll actually keep.

So I'll kick it all off with my very first post :D

School! It's the fourth day and I'm already exhausted.
I really gotta get used to it already,
My holidays were really crazy, and disorganized?
I think all my teachers are relatively okay though.

I'm not gonna start bitching about them here now =P
I'm very guai after all, aren't I? Hahah!

Well, okay, let's see what awaits me in school tomorrow, how exciting...

GOODBYEE WORLD;
Matt